As I have talked with them through the journey of loosing Kristy and now my new love coming into my life, I have been amazed at how strong and wise these little girls have become. My little girls are now beautiful young ladies. I have tried to be there for them and be their strong daddy to help them through tough times, but now it seems in some ways they are really the insightful ones.
Last week, as I mentioned in yesterday's blog, I had some really blue moments. Likewise, Wanda, in boxing up and packing her 31 years of living in her home preparing to marry me and establish our new home has had some tough moments too. We have both wiped tears, but knowing that we are headed in the right direction.
Jennifer said something to me Monday when more emotions showed up in me. She said, "Dad, Mom is doing great in heaven. She is having a ball and is happier than she has ever been. You need to be happy too."
Those words sunk in to my spirit deeper. I knew them, but I think I really heard them when Jennifer said them Monday.
Kristy is happy and doing well. I know she wanted me to be happy and go forward and do well. She isn't hurting and suffering anymore, and she didn't want me to hurt and suffer.
More healing came into my spirit. I felt healing and cleansing, and wellness came into my spirit.
I will go forward and be happy.